Split

My goal fell short. Already.

I never delete a post once it's made, but boy did I feel sheepish about my last post. I played reasonably well at Oceans but ran into some pretty sick hands.

I'm currently in a very torn state. There are many things that have me confused. I don't know what to make of it. I'll admit, about 30% of it has to do with poker but there's still another 70% that's coming from other things. I feel very demoralized and abandoned by God. As hard as it was to type that, it really feels like it.

These types of things usually get better or worse with time, but the one thing it never does is stay constant. I sincerely hope it gets better.